Walking with You Lord

This morning, missed two bus stops because of overslept inside the bus. But it was worth it! As I walked back, isaw this view and hear His voice, "Walk with Me!"  :,) 

LORD Jesus, thank you for reminding me once again that You alone are enough. Please help me to rest in You for Your peace is more than enough than what this world offers.

Pyus Chan at Instagram

I am at Instagram @pyuschan

Going nuts!

It's been a while since the last thesis!!!!! Oh my goshh! i couldn't believe i am doing an essay for the course i signed up recently. Only 3 pages of reflective essay but Graah! My head is cracking, literally speaking. I AM STRUGGLING!

i am still here and there. Going nuts with the children at school! And today i made so called "first mistake"? Panic of course, but i know from the mistakes, we learn to becoming better and better. 

On the other hand, thank goodness! at least the air con in my room is fixed today after 3weeks dying in the sauna room! Hope this able to fix my sleeping disorder too! Poor eyes :...(

My heart hurts listening to 'i'm in a hurry'

It reflects how my life is

Bow down before You now

"For a day in Your courts is better than a thousand.
I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God
Than dwell in the tents of wickedness." 

Psalm 84:10

here and there

"If you've ever wondered where your dreams come from, you look around... this is where they're made."

Georges Méliès (HUGO 2011)

Just like the bean, let's grow extraordinarily too!

Happy Teacher's Day! 

Be happy teacher Pus as the bean showed you so

Sometime i wish if silence could be a way of communication

Honestly speaking, i miss writing. 

For these couple months, i just felt that i have been losing vocabularies and tend to forget general daily used words :( And even sometime i need to stop the person i have a conversation with,  just to ask the meaning of the word they use. 

I think i just need to read more, 
listen more, 
write more, 
speak more, 
and more things to improve 

ah.. i am t i r e d

xxxxxx stands for Cross-stitch

Right after done with Mi Casa Su Casa and a new drawing project, i am working on this currently, the xxxxxx or what people called it "cross-stitch". Initially, i didn't want to because simply it will take forever to finish the entire thing. And indeed TRUE! Oh well, but then I challenged myself to participate in this open call by POPIN. Not sure how long it takes to be done, but find myself enjoy doing in the process making. Kinda meditation, i think.

Meanwhile, hopefully will get my own laptop before the year ends. It's been a year since my 4-years-laptop is off for good. Followed up by my sister's laptop last June, and i am still thinking it was dead because of me :0

Alright! will update again how it goes.

I feel so much alive when i am productive :D

 i know, I haven't written so much. But there will be another time i definitely write super a lot. 

So yeah, the world has been good so far to me, i guess?! a little bit here and there. Have been trying to keep on drawing, keep wondering around this world, keep on doing this and that to make myself occupied with art stuffs. 

 Will see you soon in August! Ciao!

sea shore

Hey June!

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Struggled in creating new artwork. Graah!
La vie en rose

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"You will shine as I promised."
"You don't even have to try, just trust Me"
Thailand for lunch, Hawaii for ukulele, India for liveshow O.o
Live out loud your calling!
Sometime i'm mentally like 4-years-old, emotionally like 20-years-old, physically like 50-years old...
What you reap is what you sow; keep on swimming, fish!

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Trying new thing always make you excited. It's been a while. We'll dive in the mind of deep blue sea

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Rest of God, all i need

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Losing voice (again)
People are leaving
Still couldnt comprehend how possibly we get too attached to person or thing without even knowing why
"Learn to detach.Don't cling to things, because everything is impermanent."-Morie
"One more try, give it one more try. A dream you held on for so long, go for it! Remember your forgotten dream. We live in oz."Clazziquai

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Fear your God not your boss!
Feel haunted all the time.

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"Don't let her define who you are. Just remember she is just human, she couldn't take your life"
To love is to let go
I'm losing creativity; Seriously I forgot how to draw! Crabbbb!
God is good more than i know...

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The LORD is good more than i know
Psalm 34:8
Watching people sleep and knowing their dreams about is one kind of fun!
A dream telling me time to move on
Remember who you are; Remember who your God is

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The law of attraction does work for certain people. Haha
A chance that i don't give a try

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Work fast! Work smart!
I miss having conversation with the children, listening to their funny stories. Well, don't take them for granted for they are trully good speakers!

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Petty, do not leave me, okay?! Too many people are leaving these days.
Pagi-pagi uda diingatin kalo orang sabaar disayang Tuhan. Amen!
"Eventually your time will come too.. Leave because you know it's the time to...."
"As I command you to be strong, be strong like a man!" "But how strong a man can be, Lord?"
Sometime people are just too blind to see the truth
Jeremiah 29:11

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Farewell lunch
Fort canning, Father'sDay, Now You See Me
2nd half of the year, months of farewell :,(

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Be faithful. There is a reason for everything

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There will be a good time to leave too. I just need to wait for the right time when I am ready for the time

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Time flies flies flies
Not happy, hating for no reason

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Not in a good mood. Oh well...
Sometime couldn't stand the idea of Late late late late

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Cover for a woman behind the scene
Hard to breath...

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Haze attacks! Mask is back on trend!
Worried all the time is not good for your health

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River safari with Matthew
Wonder how the fishes' daily life is like

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Alice in wonderland's last game

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A piece of peace of mind
Sometime things are better unspoken; ignorance is bliss
D1-Hyperventilation

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D2- Floating around, slowest fish. But there's another day to improve! Keep swimming fish!

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D3-Dive in, dive deep. Under the sea,
When I'm retired, i want to live in kampong and doing the best last things
Keep on wondering, keep on wandering
Durian-flavor cigarette?! Hmm

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No more hyperventilation! Definitely will go back to the idea of buoyancy, BCD, gear-up, inflate-deflate, tank, fresh air under open water!!
So amazed how God created and named each of the fishes . So cool!
I miss home

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Post-diving: "sealag"
There is a reason for everything
There shouldn't be any regret in any decision we made.

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Guard your mind... Guard your heart

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What's your calling?#reflection
Bulan ini habis bulan habis gaji!T.T
"He is the LORD. Let him do what He thinks is best." Eli (1Sam3:18)

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At that point of time, i realized that leaving and letting go were just matter of time. Move on!
Never too old to be among the youngster's concert
"Stay there til i ask you to come back"
"Walk with me through the storm. I'll never let go this hand."

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One after another island. Uuubiiiin!
Miss cycling, but night life is no longer my cup of coffee

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"You're weak yet you're strong with me"

April- "Ai Pray"

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And don't you ever try to remember the old things that have been forgotten

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The idea of letting go of yesterday will strengthen you tomorrow
For the things you can't help within your strength, trust in Him alone
Memories really are too much sometimes

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Wonder in awe about the mind of awetism
Even pimple needs time to grow and  burst...
Paint the dreams as much as color can be

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Tell yourself, "I am just going to have fun" anytime anywhere in any circumstances

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Hold the TRUTH that when I can't You always can.

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In the cross road. God, helpppp!
Problem solving: "ignorance is bliss"
What do you want to be when you grow up?" #FlyBackInTime
If life is a game, God is playing puzzle with me now.
Have you ever wondered the height of heaven?

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I miss Homes :,(
When I am 30, ...
Overwhelmed with many things after watching JJ's 'Fly Back in Time.' Someone whom I miss the most is the person inside of me.
Joshua 1 "No one will be able to defeat you all your life. Just as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you or forget you. Be strong and brave! Be strong and brave. Remember that I commanded you to be strong and brave. Don't be afraid, because the LORD your God will be with you everywhere you go. Just be strong and brave!"
Thank you soo much for those who came down all the way to Esplanade to experience the Tale of Constellations

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A big heart to let go
New room in May
Love yourself before you love others

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Sleeping and daydreaming are ones of the most important things to do
"With great power come big responsibility" Ben Parker (Spiderman 2002)
God uses weak people. (1Cor 1:27)

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Overwhelmed by Your amazing love, O' Lord! Thank You for trusting me once again for the work  
Deu 31:6-7 (msg) “Be strong. Take courage. Don’t be intimidated. Don’t give them a second thought because God, your God, is striding ahead of you. He’s right there with you. He won’t let you down; he won’t leave you.”

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Mind your own business. Have a self control!
Talk less do more!

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Wonder work? I should not be greedy right?!
Don't judge!

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21st anniversary of "You Are the ANGEL of Our Eyes"

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Remember a man named Job!
"How do you know that you are special and not the same like the rest?"
All things are meant to be temporary
The whale is out of the mind, waves and storm in the sea of mind.
What a bizarre day

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Be warrior, not worrier!
Im-sooom-nia

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Eph 3:20 "God can do anything, you know―far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams!"

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To love is to let go, to hate is to forget, to remember is to leave behind, to kiss is to smudge away
TRUST is not as easy as making pancake

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There is a time when nobody is able to help; help yourself then. #Self-Help
Mason is here :))
Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

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But he is leaving again for good. #ToLoveIsToLetGo
Truly only God knows what's all the things in one's mind and heart.

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That person starts to be happy again :)
Psalm 139: "God knows everything"

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Don't like to be over controlled
There is no such a place called "quiet"

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Ms. Back up
I think the BRAVEST person in life is the one who has the courage to end one's life
When people took you for granted, Let them do so. Once they pay the price, you'll get the grand prize.
Be strong like a man!
All the shitty things that we're going through down here today will be the shooting stars up there tomorrow
Imagining a cockroach diving under the sea

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Often we meet "wrong" people
If being too straight forward might hurt one's feeling, but then if u just shut up, it is such a lie right?!

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Keep it as a secret or a white lie?
Shut the doors and turn your back against the world

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Whatever comes my way, let it be according to Your plans
All of us have the same 24/7, use it wisely
Even it's just a short time, I want to make a difference in his life. But how? 

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The next thing i do when i am angry is closing my eyes and whisper," help me to be more patient Lord"
New adventure painting of Puspii&Petty is finally DONE! chootchooroochooroo!
Don't let go the passion that you have for something, no matter what.

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This morning, I was reminded by the violin i bought 4 years ago that in some of certain time i was an impulsive person.
Superwoman is here! Everything is gonna be alright!

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Smell of woods. #IdeasNeverDie
The law of attraction?

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And this shall pass too
Moral of the story: take what u need, throw what u want.

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Be still and know that I AM YOUR GOD
Last but not least, thank you Commonwealth 

When I am weak, then I am strong

2 Corinthians 12:8-10 (The Amplified Bible)
Three times I called upon the Lord and besought [Him] about this and begged that it might depart from me; But He said to me, My grace (My favor and loving-kindness and mercy) is enough for you [sufficient against any danger and enables you to bear the trouble manfully]; for My strength and power are made perfect (fulfilled and completed) and show themselves most effective in [your] weakness. Therefore, I will all the more gladly glory in my weaknesses and infirmities, that the strength and power of Christ (the Messiah) may rest (yes, may pitch a tent over and dwell) upon me! So for the sake of Christ, I am well pleased and take pleasure in infirmities, insults, hardships, persecutions, perplexities and distresses; for when I am weak [in human strength], then am I [truly] strong (able, powerful in divine strength).

read:Peter Stone's 

Beginning to the End of March

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• My very first solo exhibition at Esplanade  :,)  thanks to The Lord who has made it happen! #DreamComesTrue
• rest Puspii rest! This is the month of rest!

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• "Walking with Jesus is a grand adventure"- Kong Hee
• "You work everything for good. God whatever comes my way, i will trust you."- Chris Tomlin

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• A day in Holland Village with the Commonwealthers

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• Heb 11,12,13
• Be the artist who has the heart to serve the Lord

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• The Lord blesses me 4x from the amount i pledged in building funds :,)
• Misconception about productivity?uhm..

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• Being reminded not to underestimate one who seems less important.
• Back on track: 2K (first sport day of the year)
• It is harder to think nothing than think too much
• 1 Pet 5:6-7

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• 1 Pet 4-5, 1 phil 2-4

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• Women's day: Oz and dinner at the same time with W.C TGIF

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• Congratulation! Happy wedding Huifang!
• Met a person who own the name in the pocket, what's next?
• Ready for a ministry?
• There is a time for everything and let the things be done at the right time
• Unfailing love; there is no right or wrong to love...

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• Body combat and pump that body
• Bisa gila hidup nomaden trus. Setresses.

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• Flying in the circle
• March is the month of rest. Don't stress out yourself!

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• "When you're 25, You are young enough to believe anything is possible, and you are old enough to make that belief a reality"- Shauna Niequist
• Accidentally erase what i've written for the past 11days and now i need to rewrite it again
• "It is the unknown that makes it so beautiful. U may not have all the answers, but keep walking. Have faith in what God has said and let God take care of it for you" Dominic Yeo

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• When you're lost, always remember to go back to the very first thing: Matthew 6:33
• Psalm 73
• Let God plan your life

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• So long buddy, see you next month, bonjour!
• Just TRUST Him!!!!

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• Today is uncle and auntie day
• Be BRAVE! Or start to be one!
• Just knew that i am staying in the building that was built in 1964!
• Culture Square's grand opening
• Miss little Mason

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• The bus driver no174 SBS 7591R is simply sweet, smiling,greeting and bye-bye to every single passenger!
• Three Awek meet! It's been a while!  Hallal pork? Lol
• Done with the 6 diaries of Greg Heffley
• Lost voice :,0
• The truth is nothing lasts forever. Nothing.

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• i am with GOD who is ABLE all the time
• Somehow i know what i want to do for God through out the year:My very first missiontrip, storytelling&creativity, and ministry
• Bought new book: STORYTELLER-The Life of Roald Dahl

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• The answer of midnight prayer: "He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginning to end."(Ecc3:11)

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• Disorganized person needs to Focus, focus and focus!
• Every second in life we grow older; take care of your health!

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• Oh dear! Another 50 dollar note issue? ! Ughh!

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• Stop being silly, the one that you fool is yourself

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• When i was 21....
• My wallet is breaking down.. Ahhh!

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• that awkward moment is melt. Thanks to be to The Lord
• "I want you to wait and pray..."
• "Don't lose your vision and dreams. God is not done with you."- Yonggi Cho
• Myanmar.blessing.art exhibition.Yangon.Art festival
• a new dream.Around the world. 30 years. Amen!

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• Thank You Lord for never stop believing in me.
• "There is nothing wrong with being scared, just don't make your fear so large that it stops you from achieving your goal"- Mandira

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• How long is forever?
• Luke 11:25,28-31

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• really lazy to move
• I want to cut hair! Grahh!

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• The name in the pocket, yet ended
• The Tale of Constellation is extended to 7th April! YAY!

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• Will the children live where the Wood sleigh?

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• My birthday present is fully redeemed. 3D2N Malacca trip. THaNk YoU Lie & Wie

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• Malacca shop houses are artsy some!

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• Don't you ever look back for what you have left behind.
• First thing first, you should know "i, me, my, mine" before other matters.

The Robots from cone 3

These two robots are especially dedicated to my parents. Both are flying around in the castles at Theatre Street Cones no 3 at Esplanade through 31 Mar. 

 

can you spot them? :)

忘不了那个人就投降

...
The past can’t lie. Don’t fight with it.
...
Who said the sun could find the moon?
...
The fantasies of a few years ago, the forgiveness of a few years after,
For one face, we nurse a whole body of hurt.
...
Memories really are too much. Streetlights shine on the pain.
...
How much doubt?
...
If you can’t forget that person, then give up.
 
--JJ Lin 林俊杰 (Practice Love 修炼爱情)

It's a short month

Though the shortest month of the year, February keeps me extremely busy. Have missed out lot of things, and love from people around, but will catch up with em soon once some stuffs are settled. 

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• miss home
• miss somebody that i used to know 

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• waiting for the FREE time
• exhausted physically and mentally

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• DEADLINES! Focus! Run Puspii Run!
• disappointed for i wont see you around this coming CNY :,( we miss you though

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• Monday always be long and tiring day
• blunt brain blending with blurry bla bla bla

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• spring; season of pimples. Graaaah!
• need a time on my own and with God alone

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• addicted with nutela and bread
• Runnin out of time for Esplanade's (pant...pant...)

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• Mason sounds like my son. Lol
• be limited and unlimited at the same time

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• Desperately need hibernation
• if you don't feel good about something means it does not really mean for you.
• apparently 90% of Birkman thingy about me is true. wow!

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• only God can do beyond the impossible
• My people will live in peaceful dwelling places, in secure homes, in undisturbed places of rest(Isaiah 32:18)

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• CNY means all things will be MORE
• go blunt day by day
• money can't buy health

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• be grateful for what you have
• the state of mind

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• by looking at Egi, once again i am being reminded that life is not only about making money
• sehat itu pilihan

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• Ayah dan Ibu; pahlawan sejati! :,)
• Newzealandia lives in the village
•  6 days passed just like the wind blows and never come back

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• need to run SOON!
• the children seem to grow taller n bigger in 6 days;
• there is a time for everything; only believe!

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• remember the good things The Lord has done
• being too ambitious is not always  good. Work hard for urself rather tryin to impress someone else.

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• sometime u would just think what is life about actually
• you know, i wish i could empty the recycle bin inside my mind
• all the way to Tampines to gather with Fine Argh people

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• considering in mind lots of things. Slow down, relax, enjoy,  you know you can do it!

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• theme park constellations are done! 2 castles more to go
• you see sometimes one just can't help oneself that one is still thinkin about another one.
• BIG SALUT to those who never giving up their dreams yet working hard to achieve them! SALUT! SALUT! You inspire me!

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• Who said u wont have a heart break when u fall for a child?!
• Raffi's "Down by the Bay" is funny
• Wise one said, "Reading your blog. I thought u did great apart from ur 'nyiau kong'! U have a great personality, u are unique in ur own way, u appreciate small little things which actually the key of happiness! I miss the old times with u when we were like best friend. I was inspired by u! We could talk about everything under the sun, we connected, I miss this feeling. Maybe u shall really slow down from ur projects and start living your life"- L

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• "As the artist, u must know what u really want, and just be confident!" Q.Tay
• For i know God has a plan for me 'here', therefore God opens a new door, new breakthrough.
• Down time is needed,gotta train the brain to focus

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• be extraordinary?
•  "Did you ever see a moon in the afternoon, #DownByTheBay?"
• Found another person to share the same born day. LOL

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• hurry up hurry up Robots, we're almost there!
• thankful for all He has done!
• percakapan 2 anak Secondary jadi kangen masa-masa SMA
• thanks to those people who i have been "pangseh-ing" them but still love me

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• 10.000 hour rule, for Inggris case 5000 hour should be fine
• Believe more, speak more!
• 24/7 God sees us
• we were young and ordinary back then. Yet God uses us to do the impossible and the extraordinary for His glory

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• forgetting how to enjoy life for quite sometime
• sleepless days are now, tomorrow the next next next days too

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• The first day of setting up. Questal is the heroine of my 4 day!

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• one thing i really need now is a BED
• stay +++ when ur brain is not corporating
• "The(wo)man in your heart is the (wo)man after God's heart."- Q.Tay

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• Overnight set up-2hour sleep-Bishan Park outing- work- sleepy eyes - 1 1/2 nap- back to Esplanade for the 3rd nite of set-up
• is it 7.30 in the morning or at night? #BrainGetsConfused

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• "I think the outcome is way beyond the proposal.Good job! you should  be proud of yourself!"- Q.Tay
• God is good all the time!
• Someone bought 2 paintings of mine from Culture Square
• Now sleep tight buddy, we're ready for 'Mission in Action' and tell 'em our tale

Early Summer

 

When it's Summer, let's go sunbath at the beach,picnic and nap on green pasture,and sing a dreaming songs.

That's all in January

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- Has to be more happiness in the '13
- promise more updates in blog
- INSOMNIA! annoying!

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- Officialy the first day of 'face the wall' thingy. Graaah!
- was 'poisoned' by own cooked food.

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- One's kind soul could not be replaced with anything else
- 50 bucks is gone just like that!
- Big NO NO comparing one with another!

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- Don't take life too seriously, please!
- Stop reminding me about the past!

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- Trusting money is foolish
- acknowledge your weaknesses and FOCUS with your strength.

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- Skydiving! #BeforeIDie
- Jackie Chan is AWESOME!
- don't get attached with things that eventually wasting your time 

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- Feeding the children with MATH (the subject i hate the MOST)

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- I'm Goin nuts, another mission to be done!
- Non-documentary memory is the most beautiful moment to remember
- Work for the Lord, not people!

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- "So, are you special?" #reflection
- Ahh thought would be a secret admirer. Harhar. It's been a while to have an #UnexpectedSurprise 
- i am sad :,(

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- In my time of need, there is only one name i need to remember...
- life won't be awesome without knowing RED ARMY

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Invading this March http://t.co/B4B1o2Cm

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- Silence is not golden, BUT diamond!
- Because You can, therefore I can

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- "This is the special one. This one will do great things for Me"
- 1/4 of 100 years; 75 years to go #SilverAnniversary

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- do not hold back for the things happened in the past
- do not regret for things have yet happened before

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- love hate relationship :,(

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- what a tiring week.
- do not have Chinese tea for dinner. Trust me!

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- some people shit and run! But eventually they will step on it  
  one day #politic!politic!politic!
- rare wish: time goes really fast this time

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- fail to plan = plan to fail.

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- the hardest job: Mother, Teacher
- will be 'insurance sales girl' every two weeks in a month. 
  Graaah lost my voice.
- the secret place: green pasture on top of the mountain

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- I din't feel like doing anything buy i have many to do
- God is yet done with me 

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- What i see is not what u see. But God sees both


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- The witch in storybook is real! #FantasyAlive


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- When you're BiG one day, remember the small small beginnings

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- I miss home :,(

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- Zephaniah 3:16-20. Deu31:6,8. Josh1:5,9. Ex4:12 #God'sPromises 
- "Do remember ME whenever and wherever you go..." :,|
 
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- Mission --> the art of pedagogy 
- Start and end the day with #prayer...

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- 106-then and now, we are strangers in the land 
- Indeed i read more books this time; children books...

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-  I trust in You alone, my Lord 
-  tired physically

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- 290111 the name in the pocket (once i find the person, surely  
  i will let you know)

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- The Paralel universes of you in this dimension
- Under water discovery! at S.E.A Aquarium 
- Little Mason, little thing about oneself, mundane little 
  interesting discovery

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- Pray, believe and the extraordinary happens! #GodReigns 
- DEADLINE!!!!